I love Aaron. So fucking much, I could honestly gush all day about him. I want babies and marriage, and a house and all the crap with him. I mean i can see it's so sharp, vividly in my minds eye, it takes so little effort. I mean seriously, I daydream about this shit. ALL. THE. FUCKING. TIME. I mean it's really embarassing how much I love this man. Waking up in the morning sucks so much because I can't stay in bed with him all day and sleep cuddled next to him. I mean really, that is my favorite fucking thing ever. That's when I am at my happiest, is lying in bed, cuddling with him, getting ready to fall asleep.
I get offered to go out, and most of the time I say no because I just want to stay home with him. Occasionally i'll say yes, but even then I only stay out so late before I just want to come home to him.