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Mar. 21st, 2014

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Sometimes I forget that for every lucky family there is at least one that is not lucky.

Nov. 15th, 2013

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I love Aaron. So fucking much, I could honestly gush all day about him. I want babies and marriage, and a house and all the crap with him. I mean i can see it's so sharp, vividly in my minds eye, it takes so little effort. I mean seriously, I daydream about this shit. ALL. THE. FUCKING. TIME. I mean it's really embarassing how much I love this man. Waking up in the morning sucks so much because I can't stay in bed with him all day and sleep cuddled next to him. I mean really, that is my favorite fucking thing ever. That's when I am at my happiest, is lying in bed, cuddling with him, getting ready to fall asleep.

I get offered to go out, and most of the time I say no because I just want to stay home with him. Occasionally i'll say yes, but even then I only stay out so late before I just want to come home to him.

Apr. 4th, 2012

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I've been diagnosed with Chronic Adjustment Disorder. And strangely enough, I've never felt more free.

Apr. 2nd, 2012

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I don't know if I am strong enough to endure this. He keeps telling me that all that matters is the end of the 'story'. That's easy enough for him. For him, he gets a happy ending either way. He tells me that a chance is better than nothing.

I deserve better than this. If only I could let him go.

Mar. 11th, 2012

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I feel like someone took a baseball bat to both my knees and then is expecting me to walk.

Jan. 22nd, 2012

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My heart hurts.

Dec. 12th, 2011

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Don't get me wrong, I love Odin. But there are days where I miss Max so goddamn bad.

Dec. 6th, 2011

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Let he who is without sin cast the first stone.

Dec. 26th, 2008

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Parents are heading to Des Moines again this year. Can't go because I have to work XP I got stuck babysitting the dog again.

Dec. 10th, 2008

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHELL!!!!

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